Past, a four letter word which encompasses thousands of emotions, countless memories and even more regrets.
Sometimes when I’m with you, I realize how difficult it is to let go of the past and even more difficult to forget the mistakes you made at that time.
Each and every moment I spent with you, runs like a flashback in my veins. It reminds me, how happy we were together ….a wholesome family!
But then you left, leaving a space which will never be filled in the coming times. As you left you forgot to tell me that you won’t be coming back ever again.
I with my hope waited and waited to make things right with you, as I in my wildest dreams didn’t imagine that you will never come back.
But you knew it all the time, that now we all have to survive with those memories you left with us. Then you come back and visit us for a few times. Just like the rain fills the dried wells in deserts after years of abandonment.
Wait, but what if the rain forgets to visit the forest for years? That won’t be abandonment! It would be revenge or an attempt of murder rather.
But I still can’t accept it that those days are gone and will never come back again. Those memories which I was so naïve to cherish at that time now don’t leave my mind for a moment …
Come back; don’t go…as you might get whatever you want there but the lost happiness can never come back
Each moment spent without you is like a year wasted while searching for a ray of light in the midst of darkness!