People with Faith…

Do you sleep well? Not in terms of time, neither in terms of quality of your bed or the size of your room….rather the peace of your mind! Do you sleep the sleep that the richest of the world wish for? Do you sleep the sleep which is the synonym for peace and serenity?

Hmm, well, I don’t know about you, but I always vied to look out for people who possess this precious capability of resting like a child…a child who is carefree, free of; tension, anxiety, jealousy and envy.

They work and exert effort equivalent to what the world pours in, they also ponder over things the same way as others do but yet when they rest they are like children. Children called as angels by some and sin free by others. These people are like children for the moments they sleep, talk and even walk pass by….but they are fully fledged adults when they commute, take responsibility, perform a task or analyze a matter.

You must be wondering who are these people I’m constantly talking about? Do they even exist?

Well, yes I have seen them, witnessed their peace and experienced their serenity. When ‘normal people’ are fidgeting, they calm us down….when normal people over-react, they are the ones to tone it down…. When they are pessimistic, they show us the bright side. They exist side by side; near every anxious shoulder there exists one pacifier who diffuses tranquility which supersedes the darkness around our souls.

When I pondered with my anxiety that what is it that they have that ‘normal people’ don’t? Is it their point of view? Is it their innate quality of remaining calm? Or is it that they have something that we don’t? The answer is may be a mixture of all of these questions!

After deliberating on the few such people I have met in my life, I can conclude that they have a different point of view. They can see the white which we miss out while pointing out the black.

They have something innate that we don’t, yes, they have the capacity to absorb shocks. When we are over reacting, they are scrutinizing, i.e. what they do and what we don’t.

Lastly, the answer to the third question I posed to myself was also clear… yes they have something which is not in us….they have something above us, above the human kind, something metaphysical. Yes! They have trust, trust in the presence of our Lord. Faith in the Lord that He is there and He is the One Who will Make things alright. So when they sleep, they sleep with the faith that someone will wake them up, when they face a problem they know that Someone will help them overcome it….And they don’t only say it with words like ‘normal people’, they say what they really Believe! May God Bless Them!


True Colors Will Bleed!

Look at your eyes … do you see the greed that insinuates your inner lust? 

Those hands you wash everyday…but you can’t run away from the stains of the horseplay which reminds you of your enmity!

Don’t you feel the burden on your shoulders?…’s the burden of your guilt which forces you to taste the blame for your sheer insatiability!

It’s difficult to walk the distance anymore….coz your feet are heavy with the hostility.

We count the moments we spend by adding the successes and subtracting failures. The colorful spectrum of life is translated and transformed in the shades of black and white through the lens of our animosity. Continue reading

My Angels!

When I was young and vulnerable, my hands were small and fingers like ladyfingers. I was afraid of sleeping alone at night and my heart pounded when I saw a horror film. I couldn’t take a step outside my home since I was to naïve to cross the road.

The world was colossal for me to handle, but yet my world was a little wonder like a fairytale. A wonder where there were four fairies, yes! They existed and they exist even now to protect me from the ruthless world.
The first one to hold my hand was the Fairy Godmother, who held my hand, clenched my fingers when the world was not even visible. She watched me over when I was alone, loved me like a princess sitting on her throne. She fulfilled my wishes and I called her my Grandmother. In her hands there was love and affection, all she needed to do was touch me with her hands and make me secure.
We went outside to discover and if I fell she helped me recover. I still remember the ducks we used to feed with my Jam toast and the parks we used to stopover. She took me for a walk though I was ten times slower than her. She fought my tiny battles and never let me down. My desires were fulfilled without even a bit of hesitation and my tears were as precious as pearls due to her presence.

She was there, there and there and everywhere! To make my life a small heaven with
laughter and glee ubiquitously!

Then I started growing up, like a star of her eyes. I was like a princess, a doll treated with the greatest affection by them all. I never thought she’d leave me alone, never imagined the loss when she was gone. I was too little to realize that she was no more, rather just thought she was asleep. My mom, sisters and aunts cried and I just wandered without recognizing the precious gift of nature I had lost. She was ill I knew it well, but I was unfamiliar to the meaning of death. Now I think, how painful she must’ve felt, leaving those who she brought up behind, going to a world which for us is still undefined.

The second fairy is my other Fairy Godmother who took the pain even beyond imagination to give birth to a naïve little twerp like me!
She comforted me in her shelter, with her soft arms wrapped around my body to give me the blanket of coziness irreplaceable by any blanket in the world. She was, is and will always be the best Mom present in the world. She didn’t sleep for hours if I had a little fever. With her sleepless eyes she greeted me with the same fresh smile once again. Her eyes are enough to make my life bright and her one kiss can make my day.
She worked hours to please my massive appetite and record my favorite cartoons. She spent days to sew the best frock I could wear and brag about among other children. I can recall the weeks I took off from school with an excuse of “not feeling like going to school”, requesting her to let me not give the exams and taking money from her while she was on the phone. She never turned and scolded me for all the blunders I made, never stood on head checking my homework, she trusts me for whatever I did and still do and I love her for her existence!
Her mere presence can bring luck to my life, her eyes shine and they make me smile. Without her prayer, I believe I’m nothing but a piece of flesh without life. Drinking tea, talking life and discussing issues with her seems to fill my life, which is an empty bag of rubbish without her. She is there and this feeling is enough to make me face anything that comes my way,

Mama, I just don’t have words to express my gratitude to you for being my mom!
The next two fairies are my two junior fairy Godmothers! One is like a roof, which saves me from all the cruelties that life has to throw at me and the other one is like the four walls, which surround me and keep me alive!
I call them my sisters, both make me laugh, one takes me to places to discover the world and the other one makes me feel like a kid whose every little desire should and will be fulfilled.
I remember those times when I took their lunches away just because I was younger they didn’t say a word. We played and wrestled; they lost the race to make me feel proud of my stamina.
They took me outside to buy me ice creams and do my school homework. At the end of summer vacation the whole family used to sit and fill my homework copies. My art handworks were hand made by them lolzz! Life was amazing.
One used to clean the house and dance with me while the other taught me how to drive and dance in the rain outside. I spent days thinking that they were ghosts because they ran faster than me. And while playing hide n’ seek they will hide in the easiest place possible or sometimes right in front of me.
Now when we have passed the days of our childhood, I still feel as secure with their presence like pillars around me. They stand by me like two angels to protect and help me in my every matter. In times of sorrow I get confused to cry on which shoulder because by Allah’s grace I have many options to choose from! 

These fairies have made my life like a small heaven on earth rather; my life is due to their presence. I don’t need pretty friends, best friends or even boyfriends because I have these four pretty ladies around me. Although my Grandma is gone but I know she is still around me, ready to guide me through thick and thin, I feel her presence whenever I am exalted and I sense her tears whenever I cry. My mother is there to help, guide, support and bless me with her heartfelt feelings, She makes me feel alive and a moment spent without her is a moment without life and soul. My sisters are here around me; I feel their arms around my shoulders and hands held tight whenever I need someone. They make me smile in the weirdest situations and teach me what life has taught them.
Thus, they all are the comfort zones, which protect me from the rashes of life, and keep my soul as soft as they can. They are the sheaths, which take all the pain to make my life painless.

Yes they are my Angels!!!